One and onlii MiiMiiMia

2010-08-05T23:59:00.003+08:00

I really dun agree with him going off this saturday to batam,
but what to do..
fuck lahh !!
Stuuid guy with Kumar's face !!

ATTENTION: IM SINGLE THIS SATURDAY, ANY ONE WANNA BRING ME OUT!!?? PLEASE BRING ME OUT,

2010-07-31T22:17:00.002+08:00

"Theres so much ups and down ,
when will all this ends"

2010-06-18T23:32:00.002+08:00

I thought eur gonna miss me like i missed eu,
so im wrong ,
And i thought i get to meet eu this Saturday,
But im wrong again..
As time goes by,
I felt as if we've gotten far apart..
Mayb im wrong , or Mayb im right..
I can;t read minds,
so i cnt know whats on eur mind,
And i felt as if what we have now ain't that speacial as before..
Its not me its eu..
And eu act as if i've never cross eur mind..
I should have known!!

2010-05-30T17:00:00.003+08:00

Kesian aku tgk nie makcikk kat tempat keje aku,

dahh tue2 pon kene keje..

how can her son and daughter do this to her seyy..

mestii die sedey ekhh..

a mother can took care of all her childrean,

but then the children cannt take care of one pair of parents,

what the hell..

And yahh im fucking bored @ werk..

2010-05-25T11:57:00.002+08:00

Just woke up..

and tons of qsn running in my head..

with people sms me..

haixx..

but i promised ok people..

i gave him one last chance..

like he said he just a man and prone to do mistakes..

and i'm sure he dosen't really meant wat he said..

cos i know he's not mean..

i knoe deep down, there's a guy whom i fall in love wit at ferst ..

and this continues i'll have to take my leave...

aniway thxx to those who help me and cheer me ..

appreciate it loads..

2010-05-25T01:19:00.002+08:00

no one ever bring me down like eu just did baby...

Thx for the treatment that eu just gave to me...

I never expected that eu gonna say like that

And if my flaws is all that eu see

Than im sorry .. im just not near to perfect

Im totally dissapointed

Eu change everything, every hope and every moment..

2010-05-23T01:08:00.002+08:00

Am i just baing stoopid or wat?!?

2010-05-23T01:01:00.002+08:00

I never ferget that eu lied to me yesterday..

i fogive eu..

but i wont forget..

Its just too painful fer me to bare or live wit it.

eu change!!

eu never acted this way..

eversince we're together again..

eu never treat me good..

eu scold me like im just a nobody..

i made mistakes..

just becos i say things wrongly eu wanna scold me like fuck.

eu've been scolding me the whole fucking day..

yesterday was the worst ,

and eu worsen it todae..

i never show that im still mad at eu..

but please dun ferget that eu lied to me..

i NEVER lied to eu..

my where about or watever.

never!!

get it!!

But how mad am i at eu..

i just cn keep it inside..

i dun have the guts to show that im damm mad at eu ..

cos i dun want to lose eu e second tym!!

i rather being hurt being with eu..

rather than being happy without eu !!

cos its hurts much more....

2010-05-22T03:24:00.003+08:00

I just dun know what to do..

i dun wanna lose him..

but why must he acted this way?

i want the old him..

who never lied to me,,

i dun know..

if he ever lied to me before this..

arghhhh!!!

im sick of crying ...

he's just another fucker that i love and never want to leave..

dosen't he know that i love him that much???

2010-05-22T02:58:00.002+08:00

I thought that it would be like how it used to be,

but i guess things change..

I've tried mending broken pieces,

but ended up hurt...

I asked why eu lied,

eu say eu dun know..

and wad??!!

Eu expect me to know ...??

what are eu dumb?

Once eu give me hope and left me...

and now eu lied to me...

eu say i'll never lose eu ..

but as people say

'bebual tak gune , tembak tak kene'

They say mayb eu have reasons..

but if eur reason is eu dun know...

its not a good reason..

Kw ckp kw tak de duet nie sume...

and wat do i knoww..

eu got money to go Jb..

yeahhh..

now i know if people say they got no money,

means theyy hell got alot of moneyy to go Malaysia..

Wow!!

Eu just another sick liar..

im fucking fed up ..

its just so easy fer eu to say sorry ..

what if i were to lied to eu..

the same lie eu used on me..

would eu like it?

would eu even have the guts to just keep quiet like how i react ??

i guess no!!

why would i even cry for eu,..

eu just made me realise that im just being another dumb girl...

to cry over a guy who dosen't even care....

Am i being soo stupid to love a guy of my dream???

2010-05-21T18:46:00.002+08:00

I just wish i could see eu everyday ,

waking up wit eu by my side,

and everynite, sleeping wit eur hugs bby..

and with eu..
i dun have to put on makeups..

thats what makes eu special.. ♥

2010-05-21T00:34:00.002+08:00

If I could have just one wish,
I would wish to wake up everyday
to the sound of your breath on my neck,
the warmth of your lips on my cheek,
the touch of your fingers on my skin,
and the feel of your heart beating with mine...
Knowing that I could never find that feeling
with anyone other than you.♥♥♥

2010-05-21T00:31:00.002+08:00

And you know the most thing i missed when you're not around is

when every time i lay beside you ,

you will surely hug me,

and i will lay my head in your warm armpit.

2010-05-20T03:38:00.002+08:00

I love eu !!

I love eu!!

onlii you..

i fail to ferget bout eu ..

thxx fer accepting me back..

i dun wanna lose eu ...

not anymore..

Cos i swear eur my last ..

and there's no one to replace eu ...

I can't bear to lose eu again..

i've tried my veryy best to ferget eu within that time..

but its hopeless..

Im so happy that eur back with me baby..

there's no words to describe how happy i am..

now that i have eu ..

i never want to lose eu..

not ever again...

i shall appreciate every arguments, laughs,cries and even fights,

cos thats gonna be my happiest moment ever...

I wanna be wit eu, gotta be wit eu dear!!

Love!..

never am i gonna lose eu !!

i guess eur the best that i ever had dear!!

2010-05-19T23:00:00.002+08:00

Who shall i talk too?

I really need sumone to talk too..

but most of all i nid him...

I miss those hugs,kisses and even those arguments that we had..

2010-05-19T22:38:00.002+08:00

Dun eu have any feelings?

why chat wit me when eu know that i still hurt deep dwn...

im trying my veryy best to forget bout everything,

but im helpless..

haizzz..

If Laptop cn reboot,

i just wish my brain can reboot!!

erase everything..

forget my name, my address,my ic no., and especially Eu!!

eu gave me hope..

but it never last..

2010-05-19T00:52:00.002+08:00

Aku kangen sama kamu...♥♥♥

2010-05-19T00:23:00.002+08:00

Poke my eyes please...

i dun wanna see anything...

if eu have a sense of sympathy delete my acc..

please..

i cant bare seeing eur pics..

whatever shit miimii...

MOVE ON!!

yeaa im moving on..

Then why cant eu still ignore him..

cos he's being such a jerk thats y..

i wanna sleep!!! put me to sleep please..

i gotto werk tomorrow nite!!

pleaseee.. put me to sleep..

pleaseeee..

i tak nk tgk nie sume.. wakakaka..

yess ..

im going crazyyy..

mayb being drunk is not a bad idea..

cos it stops me frm thinking ..

and turn me into a drunkard girl ..

and make me having liver cancer... wahahahaha..

LIKE WATEVER !!

I'VE DONE KILLING MYSELF..

anyone do me one favor..

just stab me in e back..

2010-05-12T14:07:00.002+08:00

Why think bout the person that never ever gonna think bout eu??

Thats what my baby Jane told me.

Easy say than done,

But i guess i've done a good job,

At first it might be weird without the 'Good morning' and all..

but it onlii last fer one day..

gagagagagaga...

2010-05-11T06:26:00.002+08:00

Morning world!!!

Its a new day,

but i started it with a cry,

I want to hold it back, but i just can't,

why cry for the person who just dun even care fer a single bit?

But i never regret cos at least it reminds me ;

never to fall in love with the wrong guy

2010-05-10T01:37:00.002+08:00

I can hold my tears!

im not gonna tear at all...

2010-05-06T22:47:00.002+08:00

Imma spoil brat, im fickle minded and aku tak de prikemanusiaan..

Baekk!!

thats all i nid to hear,

when all i want is eur opinion,

so tis is wat a boyfriend should say when his girlfriend nid his opinion,

so this is how it feels to be in a relationship...

i learnt my lesson,

next time if i need anyone opinion,

i shall ask others,

not my boyfriend,

thank god im in a good mood todae

2010-04-25T15:48:00.002+08:00

awwWW,

im touched by bbyboi msg tis afternoon,

im felt soo in love..

ouhh wat the hell,

fathger acting freakishly irritating,

but nevermind ,

i dun care,

im just in love ready.. ♥

2010-04-24T17:51:00.002+08:00

damm fucked up!!

i woke up with a slight fever,

and

a stupid guy just made it more !!

kalau die ade kat depan aku mcm nk kick boxing jerr!!

(In his face , fark siak!!)

2010-04-24T06:26:00.002+08:00

Yesterday was kinnda bored,

boyfriend miscall me 4 times in the morn ,

his first call was 10 am,

i woke up in the afternoon,

ard 1 pm,

and he's furious,

cos i never pick up his call and never reply his msg,

Haloooo sayang, i was asleep,

wad do eu expect.. haiyerr..

after msg-ing him ,

thins was okay, i guess,

and yeah,

bla, bla, bla,

boring day,

@ nite wen to eat at Teh Tarik,

Yummy Tom YuM!! my Fav!!

Then we chat and have a lot of laugh,

until boyfriend text me,

he just reach home,

doesn't he know that i was waiting fer his msges,

just as i text him that I'm still outside,

he become the other him which i hate,

its good enuff that i tell eu ,

rather then i just keep quiet and did not tell eu and eu caught me,

why can't he be so reasonable?

why can't he just let it go?

I don't get it ,

Wad does he expect?

me sitting at home ,

become rusty,

I don't know what he wants from me,

cant he just tell me what he wants...

It hurts when eu treat me like this.....

2010-04-23T17:08:00.002+08:00

Im addicted to Farm Frenzy,

bluerghsss!!

It is so good,

that i kills my time,

been sleepless because of this game,

totally addictive.

2010-04-23T01:40:00.002+08:00

I'm crying watching American Idol on Starworld,

There's this girl,

from Africa,

she's a HIV positive,

and she got a skeleton body,

pity her,

that was before she got her treatment,

but now she healthy ready,

OMG!!,

she's so cute aww,

She's so strong,

wonder how she can survive with all the pain,

must be terrible,

her story totally stole my heart bebeh.

Anyway i met boyfriend in the evening,

with Jane at my house,

and went fer sushi,

he treat me,

thanks baby ♥;

then we went home,

well not exactly home,

only boyfriend went home,

took 39,

and the girl behind me was totally such a turn off,

damm irritating you know,

sucking my blood,

the louder i talk, the louder i heard her voice,

like;

my dear have some consideration ,

its not like you pay much more bus fare then me rite?

well, luckily it was just a short journey for me behbeh,

anyway,

had a long chat with Jane,

and there's one chubby cat bebeh,

soo darmm cute,

I Loike!!

OMG!! OMG!!

Travis Barker!!!

Anyway i got the job!!

woots!! woots!! ;)

Monday gonna have training at Toh Guan @ 10 am.

Wish me luck,

Peace out..

♥♥XoXoXo ♥♥

2010-04-21T23:30:00.002+08:00

♥A Very Very preety heels♥

2010-04-21T22:32:00.002+08:00

I was on the phone with love just now,

but he's a little moody,

org penat kan katekan!!

penat tak pyhh nk mengamok2 lahh,

aku patong pe,

hehe,

hmm,

but when im mad with love,

i just can't scold him,

evertime i wanna scold him,

suddenly my mood change,

hmph!!

i think love curse me ,

hahaha..

FYI: Britney song If You Seek Amy Rawk!!

My idol!

2010-04-21T15:26:00.001+08:00

I'm dying of laziness!!

2010-04-20T20:18:00.002+08:00

skejap ku buat aku syg kw,

lepas tu ,

lagi berape jam kw buat aku meyampah kat kw!!

Org msg tk reply sume,

laen kalii hp tuu gii campak jerr darii tingkat 12,

ade hp pon tak gune,

tak tau reply org msg !!

Naek menyapah siak aku!!

2010-04-20T19:00:00.002+08:00

I went fer a job interview @ Toh Guan,

Lucky me,

iI've never went to that place before,

so im a bit lost.

Haha,

Its like an Industrial area,

SoOoOoO many big Lorries!

and i mean gigantic!!

Im Scare of big, big giantnormous lorries,

what if i get hit,

must bee like flat dried frog (mati katak)

Aniway back to the Interview part,

fer first few mths its gonna be 1.2 k,

then after e propation time period,

basic would be $700

and plus commission would be 3k,

soo big digits,

But unfortunately ,

i have to wait fer e company to call me,

aiyerr -_-'

hopefully i get e job,

I nid many many $$$ bebeh!!

wanna go shopping !!

wanna go holidae!!

2010-04-20T07:51:00.002+08:00

so lazy to go out of bed,
OMG!!

suddenly i felt my but like one ton!!!

boyfriend text me early in e morn,

he's the one who disturbs my sleep,

he said "lose dwn some weight lahh b, lau tak jadii boya seyy"

BOYA!!!!!

Arghhh!!

Tak Nk!!

Ntti Takde org nak!!!

hehehehe...

Nk gii jogging lahh!!

2010-04-19T20:57:00.003+08:00

Saw that gigantic smiley!!

Just like my gigantic pimple,

but that does not bother me anymore,

cos.....

someone 'romantic' just called me,

and gave me a good laugh,

awwww -__-

but he's asleep now..

Thanks for the good laugh dear,

Nytes..♥♥

I Love You BabyBoi!!

2010-04-19T19:03:00.002+08:00

whats the most irritating ??

when sumone says they're gonna pay it, and in the end they just say i gt other thing to pay, mayb next tym okayy.

If eu knoe eu cnt buy me those stuff, dun say eur buying for me, cos there's others who can pay fer my wants and need!!

What a fucker, just as my day was fine and no one bothering me,

there's always some freakishly irritating scumbag to ruin it!!

I'm irritated by eu!!

Scumbag!!

Idiot!!

2010-04-19T17:33:00.002+08:00

Okay, i got my lazy bums up!!

and i just got a call from a lady,

she told me to come den to her office

fer an interview!!

Finally!!!

2010-04-18T23:38:00.001+08:00

Waiting again!! -__-'

2010-04-18T23:22:00.003+08:00

Jane: Corp aku please

MiiMii: Tak Nk!! go and die lahh eu !!

Just now ahh,

i got my afternoon sleep ahh,

i think i dream bout tis girl (jane)

i can hear she know on my window ,

feel like real eu know,

scary ayy!!

haiya,

she always been disturbing me,

need to go to witch doctor !!

i think ahh she curse me,

becos ahh i never woke her up tis morning..

Boredom strikes!!

2010-04-18T09:43:00.001+08:00

morning !!

ouhh what the hell..

my tummy hurts alot!!

everytime in e morn, it will hurts!!

I hate my tummy !!

2010-04-15T08:07:00.001+08:00

♥♥♥♥♥

2010-04-15T07:57:00.003+08:00

Morning, Morning!!

there's something totally shoot into my brain!!

i just can't forget bout e bottle of Malibu,

and like ,

urghhhhh!!,

I'm dying to drink it....!!

2010-04-14T21:22:00.002+08:00

Aku happy banget dehh!! =))

hilang rase rindu,

Nk jumpe boyfriend lagik!!

Masehh rindu tauu!!

2010-04-14T11:16:00.002+08:00

Why care bout someone who never care bout me,

never thinks bout me,

and never love me?

And then i realise that,

I'm the idiot one here,

who always never stop thinking bout you... -__-

2010-04-14T07:01:00.003+08:00

Morning,morning!!=))

yay me, i wake up early,

trying to change my sleeping time,

i used to sleep dunring e day and being awake at nite,

but now i guess things change,

since mummy warn me,

if i never change my sleeping tym , its gonna be hard fer me when im werking,

yeaa im werking , real soon,

maybe,

and wats more father been nagging more and more asking me to be more responsible,

haizz..

he said i got to werk, spend wisely and i dun really listen ,

aniway im nt good at listening, lols=)

Aniway boyfriend text me,

well he's kindda grumpy this morning, =(

anyway boifriend,

time fly soo fast,

i knew eu fer one moth ready..

i wish we could last,

2010-04-13T16:35:00.002+08:00

I'll always wait fer eu to text me,

keep my phone near me,

counting the seconds and minutes,

fer eur messages,

And;

when i miss eu ,

i tends to read the messages eu used to text-ed me,

just to keep in mind that eur there,

when in reality eur not beside me,

And;

whats worst,

i keep on making mistakes and made eu mad,

when im trying to be my veryy best fer eu ,

but i can't....

And;

what's far more worst ,

i just dun knoe how to tell eu that i love eu soo much...

I miss Shafik alot ♥

2010-04-13T16:13:00.002+08:00

i miss boyfriend so much!!

im sorry i can't be a perfect girkfriend for eu,

and im sorry i made too many mistakes.

i wish that eu will knoe that eu meant alot to me bby♥

2010-04-06T09:06:00.002+08:00

Im Fucking pissed off,

its the 3rd tym he act like this,

Fuck,Fuck,Fuck,Fuck,Fuck.

Im annoyed,Im irritated,

just when i needed sum sleep, there he is,

telling me he's cumming over

and its either he's late, or he's not showing up at all.

And yeah , its sucks,

And the things is i can't even get mad at him.

Its Fucking irritating,

2010-04-03T07:34:00.002+08:00

Ouh My pRada!!
Im in a raltationship!!
hope tis tym it last:))

2010-03-10T23:14:00.003+08:00

"When will i ever found Mr Prince Katak??"

2010-02-28T00:56:00.002+08:00

♥♥♥♥With Love ♥♥♥♥

MiiMii Mia

2010-02-24T00:23:00.000+08:00

Fark off !!
DUN NID ANIONE RI
TE NOW!!

2010-02-19T22:33:00.004+08:00

(How i wish eu would gimme the most attention rather then eur work..)

L.O.V.E... is all i need frm eu love

2010-02-04T01:52:00.002+08:00

Im totally not in the best situation,
He's sick,
He go a brain thumer,
Im worried sick,

Baby i dun want to be sick,
I don't want anything to happen to eu ,
I dun like when everytime im totally into that someone and sumting bad happen.
Pleaase Allah,
listens to my prayer,
Im begging you,
cos its all depends on eu.

2010-02-01T01:08:00.002+08:00

If eur nt bringging me out on Valentines ,
Then im finding a date!!!
Hmph!!

2010-01-29T22:45:00.002+08:00

When you love someone,
eu sacrifice fer him,
especially eur feelings. :(

2010-01-23T10:23:00.002+08:00

I just started skooling..
woohoo..
yea i do make friends..
bit by bit..

and i miss Hafiq alott!!!!

2010-01-21T04:23:00.003+08:00

Been pumping and pumping.
and ya, I need more.
Fri gonna start skool,
baby gonna pick me up agter skool.
Can't wait lahh..
So missed my baby ,
been a long time never met him..
im gonna take off ,
fer the very ferst time,
Im taking off..
yeahh,
just becos i wanna spent time with baby..
Can't wait.
Later at 11 i have an interview at Raffles Place, OUB Center...
level 55.. hahaha..
damm high dude!!!..
:))

2010-01-16T03:20:00.001+08:00

I LOST MY HANDPHONE TODAYY!!

THERE GOES MY 4GB.. ARGHH!!
MY PICTURES,
my beautiful pictures,
MY SONGS,
my awesomely songs!!

2010-01-15T09:34:00.001+08:00

Ouhh, im soo fresh!!

so cooling and refreshing...

2010-01-15T03:25:00.001+08:00

Today was the best day ever!!
spend time with my kakak Diahh!!
wee..
miss her damm much lahh !!!

2010-01-13T06:07:00.002+08:00

i tink im falling fer someone...
lols..
love isin the air again..
OH-ooHH
He always making me smile even when im totally down..
and he's totally damm cute.
How can i resist a cute guy like him,
should i tell him??
or
hmmm, i dun know

2010-01-13T01:16:00.001+08:00

What is this feeling I have?
I seem to love you
But other times I seem to loathe you

I can't be without you
Or maybe just without anyone
I think about you all the time
But why do I have this feeling?

I long for your voice
And I would die to hear your laugh
But is this love
Or merely lust?

Baby dear, can eu ans fer me all the qsn?
im confused,
and im sick..
when will i ever stop to feel tis way?,
feel like im losing eu..

2010-01-13T01:02:00.002+08:00

If i were a boy,

I'll be better the all of eu.

You're just a boy,

eu won't understand,

Never!!

2010-01-12T03:14:00.001+08:00

bf called me,
he's stuck at Yishun.
how??
i dun know.
i've finished my cash with stupid thing i bought.
and sumone tommorrow gt karaoke.
with Alep,
but Acad says that Alep pay fer me.. wakakaka..
hope so, if nt im nt cumming lor.

2010-01-11T16:03:00.002+08:00

When i was about to leave the house,
my phone rang..
and when i looked , to view who was calling me,
i was shock,
"Swithars"??!!??
OMG,
so manny qsn ran through my head.
haha,
can buy 4D..
nahh im just joking ,
die bace kecik atii die nnt.
aniway i picked up late,
so i called back,
and we talk fer a while,
he was i tink having his break uhs.
he ate nas lemak.
i was actually going to mit Kikin.
kesian die ferst day no fren.
So anione frm BMC, please make friend with her.
lol..!! bluek!!
aniway while walking at Plaza Sing.
alamak.
mood tros dwn seyy,
npk macCafe lakk.
si dektu peyy kekasih hatii peyy keje..
frm now on, im gonna hate mcCafe.
Say me Immature.
yess im fucking imature, So!!?
wanna lick my ass is it!!??
fucking fucked up,
wanna eat mcspicy also no mood,
so we went to LOng John .
haha..
better !!!!
now im at national library,
updating blog,
dun want to go home.
veryy bored. so gonna play lappy till bat flat,
then gonna read this malay novel which i picked just nw.
but i wanna borrow it,
so have to wait fer mummy to reach here.
i gt fine total $19.
haixx..
stuupid!! waste my fucking money onlii..
lol.
so bpred alone.
whish bf was here by my side. haixx..
eventhough im mad at him,
i still love him!! -____-

2010-01-11T09:26:00.002+08:00

can't sleep, eventually im still can't think straight.
still unsure wether he's sincere wit me or not.
i dun know.
fuck!!
feel like leaving him,
but i can't,
i wanna be wit him,
but im scared of getting heartbreak again.
seeing that profile totally hurt me..
damm.
i dunno wether to trust him or nt.
i tried trusting him
but i can't ...
tis is nt the ferst time,
its cumming to 3rd time we're argued about the same matter.
im sick of excuses,
and again it happens and repeat.
im totally sick of it,
i don't know,
while wrinting this ,
tears just rolling dwn my face.
i ain't strong enuff to pull this through.
i just nid him to convince me that he truely care and love me.
thats all i need.
just prove to me this once that eu truely, sincerely love me.
i don't know.
im just too confused.
i just love him too much.

2010-01-05T08:51:00.002+08:00

Nuttink much rite now.
just reading messages in my phone.
and smoke.
and i left wit 1 stick.
still cant sleep actually,
but last nite i told him i wanna sleep,
but i cant,
still can't imagine if
he would agree and leave me yesterday,
my whole world like gonna be tumbling dwn.
just like humpty dumpty.
haixx.

2010-01-05T07:58:00.002+08:00

Im back on track with my dearest ,
thxx bby fer understanding me,
that is all i nid,
i dun want eu to quit eur job,
or 24/7 wit me.
i just nid a tiny piece of eur busy life just fer me,
i've tried to understand eu,
and im trying a lil harder day by day.
i wish,hope and want us to last till forever and ever bby.

I dun nid eur money
(but eu must werk lah dear, lau tak how am i gonna recommend eu to my mum kn)
i dun nid eu to be sumbody to the werld,
i just nid eur love
and being sumone speacial in my heART.
strictly!!
MINE!!

i might be harsh,
i might use hurtfull words towards you,
but deep dwn inside,
eur the one i love,
and eur the one who have my whole heart.

A few moment ago,
i lied to everyone that i hateed you damm much,
but then it came up that i can't lied no more,
its like im hurting myself.
and i lied to eu,
i lied that i wanna end all this,
but the truth is i love eu too much to end this all.
and i fail of lying .

I cant lie no more,
cos eur the onlii one i have and will ever have.

i remember or conversation that nite,
when eu cried ,
i promised i'll never leave eu ,
and till now i will never ferget that promises,
i dun know what really happens yesterdae,
i doing thing not realising what im gonna lose and regret fer the long run.

i want the whole world to know that
"Siti Maisura Loves Muhammad Hafiq"
bby i dun want to lose eu dear,
thxx fer nt giving up on me.

(im sorry fer being an egoistic and self centerd gf .
im truely sorrie.)

2010-01-02T03:15:00.002+08:00

im updating my blog.
im so fucking mad with my fucking stuupid boifriend..
eventhough i've said sorrie,
im nt at wrong.
its twice..
whem im nt at wrong i have to said sorrie..
so fucking unfair.
he can even said that im egoistic.
fuck.
he's the one tat is egoistic and he the one that is self centerd.
always thinks bout himself but not me.
never am in the fuvking picture..
its always him him AND FUCK, HIM
so frm now on, im fucking gonna keep silent..
cos wat ever i say is always wrong..
and he's always rite..
rite?

2009-12-08T15:37:00.002+08:00

Nope im not going out fer these few daes.
im having my cramps.
totally pain.
and my moodswings!!
urghh!!
gone totally wrong seyy..

yesterdae boifriend never say goodnite to me..
sad seyy..
merajok seyy !!

2009-12-05T15:03:00.002+08:00

been a busy week,
totally tired ayy.
can i breathe now,
still can't find a perfect job.
haizz..
God im tired and weak,
but still i have time fer them.
lol.
they're my friends, my everything
(almost everything)
lol.. bluek.

Im so jealous of him,
my one and onlii dearest boifriend.
He take a PINK Samsung Pixon.
OMG!!
its pink.
Im soo not liking him this way.
sob..:'(

Im gonna upload pics from yesterday.
eventhought its nt perfect,
our time are perfect.
thxx sweets.
Muakzz!

2009-11-30T09:16:00.002+08:00

i love eu dear,
i promise not to do it again,
i dun want to lose eu bby,
eur everything to me,
im so sorrie my dear,

i love boifriend so darm much,
miss him so darm much,
boifriend throw his hp and now spoilt ready leii,
im so sorry dear,
next time dun throw hp okayy,
next tym eat more when i make eu stress okay ,
heheh,
nono,
never gonna make eu mad animore,
later im dying,
haizz..

2009-11-27T18:05:00.001+08:00

nie byk kw peyy syg,
sial uhss kw,
kw ngan jantan laen sume sundal uhs,
puki sial...
pikir kw mane nyerr baek ,
padehal..
thxx ekhh boi

2009-11-26T23:40:00.002+08:00

He never fail to make me laugh and smile,
He's my everything,
i promise to love eu with my all.
muakz!!

2009-11-25T14:27:00.000+08:00

mit my sayang todae..
love eu truckloads sayang!!..
muakz!!

2009-11-23T21:57:00.002+08:00

its been a long time..
the lurve is in the air fer me,
finally i met my Mr Perfect,
he's cute,he's hot and most of all he's shuuuuwit,
He's a little like Bob,
but he's much way better,
muahahaha,
now i can throw away those letters,
and surprising ly he's 23,
whats wit 23,
dun ask me, i find that age amusingly perfect.
hahaha,
thought he's 28.
Thank god i found him..
so darm happy..
todae the date ,
and its stated.

2009-11-15T01:46:00.001+08:00

im just want sumone
to love me
when im not in make-up,
and when im at my worst ,
when im totally ugly ,
and when im down,
not when im hawt,
or when im at my best ,
thats all..
is it so hard??

2009-11-12T05:55:00.006+08:00

I can't sleep at night!!
urghh!
im having
INSOMNIA!!

2009-11-08T23:36:00.002+08:00

just reach home from Kikin graduation,
totally exhausted... X(
but i get $20 bucks.
weeeee.. :)
at least i gt some cash..
and tommorrow morn,
gonna go for a jog,
and after that gonna go fer a job interview..
i gain back my weight.
like OMG!!
Im going to be explode soon..
ARGHHHHHHHHHH!!!
so im going jogging fer atleast trice a week.
wishh i could make that ..
wish me luck people..
hehehe..
maybe fer some of eu ,
eu might think im joking,
but its true,
im going fer a jog.
belived me beyybeh!!
peace out people..
uploading picss soon,
smile..
TTYL!!

2009-11-06T03:25:00.002+08:00

As time past ,
i learnt more bout stuffs,
you know,
eur surroundings,
and sumtimes how people regret doing it,
hahaha,
must i talk like this,
nahh..
so not me!!

Rina knock on my door recently,
Huda please read this,
she has a big problem,
and i tell eu big,
the onli thing i could help her is ,
letting her stay at my hse,
mayb until everything is okay ,
and she cn go home,
yeah that will be good,
she's my best friend,
i will do aniting fer her,
i'll try my best to help her,

last werd,
drugs spoil eur damm good life,
i know,
i've tried..
so dun try drugs
try alcohol,
better,
even if they stinks,
hahahahaahhahaha...
X)

2009-11-05T22:06:00.001+08:00

I help sumone todae,
she's patched back with sumone she love the most..
and big thanks to MIMI..
weee!!
:)
hope eu both last the longest okayy ..
till death do them aprt okayy..

2009-11-05T07:51:00.002+08:00

life can be totally hilarious,
such as,
eu can be happy another minutes eur sad,
eur in love another minutes eur breaking up,
eu not thinking bout sorrow in eur life another minutes 1000 things running in eur head,
eur dun tink bout love another minutes eu nid sumone to be by eur side,
eur breathing another minutes eur dead,
its true,
thats life...
like ME!
a few moments ago im worried bout my breast getting smaller,
now im worrying bout me not getting married till like ...??
hahahahahahaha,
and now im worrying bput life without money..
urghh!!
but no worries,
i'll find a suitable job soon,
and about meeting the perfect guy,
i've just not met him yet,
or
im just hiding my feeling from him,
or
he's just there , right beside me,
or
im supposed to be single and be married with my own cash!! kaching!!
haha..
lame!!
okayy..
i think im thinking too much..
do i?
or should i ??

OKAY PEOPLE LET BE SEXY!!
Every one should be sexy now!!
lets get naked!!

yeah before i ferget!!
yesterday nite just as i was getting in my lift,
i saw this to human being making out under the void deck,
that was so last season dude!!
get a room!
its cheap now days,
not like i had tried it,
but its the talk of all people,
no one wanna see eu make out,
the've seen alot in prono movie already
and i tink they sick of it..
mayb eu should do it in the next 10 yrs,
mayb then people would enjoy it,
cos Singapore are banning Porno Online. haha
hmmmm,
i think ,
sum guys are now making a protest against that ,
joking joking !!
but if there is,
im gonna have a good laugh at it..

2009-11-05T05:35:00.002+08:00

FYI:

MY BREAST ARE GETTING SMALLER!!!

small breast=flat chest="siew mai"=jempot-jempot=skim board/surf board!!

2009-11-05T05:21:00.001+08:00

Im Hungover It!!
And Bored..
nuttinks betta to do!!

2009-11-05T04:39:00.002+08:00

Im bored to hell
miss blogging,
miss taking pictures,
hate exams,
and most of all,
I MISS KARAOKE!

EVERYBODY EVACUATE THE DANCEFLOOR!!

okay, thats out of the topic....
bluek!! X)
kiss me,
envy me,
sex me up ,
doll me up,

I MISS THIS YEAR HALLOWEEN!
DumB Me!

2009-11-03T23:44:00.002+08:00

im bored with life,
been busy with o levels.
what a boredom,
i regret taking my o's actually,
if i know earlier it would end up like this,
as usuall ,
having problems with mummy.
i nid a job and i nid ,
and i nid it now,
or i'll be dying without cash.

I've always hate banglas!!
theyre smelly,ugly and perv!!
im nt racist or wat,
but it happens alot of time!!!
stupid,
think they're just an old stupid virgin
or
their wives to can't stand their ugliness and smells,
its like this ,
i and huda were chased by the bangla,
he was masturbating while chasing us,
what!!
its like irritating and
fuck it,
its not even confortable when eu had to masturbate while walking?
am i rite boys?
urghhh!!
he's just so filtyh,
i hate banglas!!
almost all!!
and those maids,
arghh!!!
i hate everything ,
but i love my friends!!!
hahahah

2009-10-23T08:34:00.002+08:00

I used to be love drunk
But now I'm hungover
I used to admire you forever
Forever is over

i change the lyrics,
i guessed there's sumtink change it all,
i think he's in love with other gerl,
instead of me,
so its over ,
saw his pic with other girls,
in a special folder,
but no worries,
i'll find sumone new,
SUMHOW!!

why lying when i know i really like him,
but there's a knock when i say tat pic,
i fake asmile,
i fake a laugh ,
just to hide all these sadness,
why must eu treat me so good when eu like sumone else?,
what's wit eu?
i should ave known ,
eur just like other guys,
eu treat me so good,
i don't know why i like eu so much,
eur fat ugly and short ,
why must u like eu ,
eur nt even my type of guy,
never i like sumone look like eu ,
but then why must it be eu,
and why must it ends like this,
so broken to pieces now,
hope all this is not true,
wanna wake up from this bad dream,

2009-10-22T13:57:00.009+08:00

2009-10-22T13:51:00.002+08:00

im in love bebeh!!

hehe, with sumone,
but i dun know he he like me,
haiz,
should i tell him,
or nt,
and when i hear him talk to girls im jealous,
but im too scared of falling in love seyy ,
what should i do now,
i really likes him alot ,

2009-10-19T06:39:00.016+08:00

Saturdae nite was a HIT!!
we went to Grandlink
and after that i slack fer a few hours
under Mirul's Block.
pictures below!!

2009-10-17T08:15:00.002+08:00

Currently not doing anything,
webcamming with sumone i dunknow actualy.
haha,
and watching mtv,
Madonna-celebration,
and now BEP-i gotta feeling,
haha,
nuttink much to do now,
just now im wathing Tabooo ,
haha
people at beijing ate animal penis,
haha,
good fer sex life actually, fer guys actually,
girls dun ate it, its disgusting ayy ,
especially when its not cook,
look like ewww!!
tak leii ckp uhss,
haha,
and philipine, (thinks tat the correct spelling)
ate 18 -day duck eggs,
thers 3 stage of eating it,
ferst the idk wat,
then i tink the yeallow thing with vein, and
last the 18 days chick in tranformation,
with feathers,,
haha,
yummy eyy!!, haha
then theres this tribe eating tarantula spiders,
haha
they says its yummy ,
and it taste like smoke,
and in france people ate horse,
HORSE MEAT I SAY !!
horse are cute creatures okayy,
not yummy food,
haizz,,
shockingly its,
CULTURE AND THEY ENJOYING IT !!
thats all folks,
my morning madness!!

2009-10-14T08:29:00.001+08:00

bby i want you, i love eu

muakz!!♥

2009-10-07T23:20:00.012+08:00

PicturesSaysItAll..

2009-09-30T22:15:00.003+08:00

ImStillJobless

I'veWaitedForYourDammCall,
AndEuNeverCalledMe,
Ouhs..ImTalkingBoutTatWomanWhoSaidSheWouldCallMeRegardingMyJob,
AndSheDidn'tCall,
FreakingMad,
INidAJob,
AndQuick..
IRanOutOfCash

2009-09-29T14:21:00.002+08:00

IDunTinkILoveYou

IDunTinkICanContinuesThisRelationship,
IDunTinkIcanLoveHimMoreThenAFriend,
MaybeHeAreMeantToBeJustAFriendToMe,
MaybeWeAreBetterOffBeingFriends,
NotMoreThenThat,
IFeelSoAkward,

LainnyaKukatakan,
DariYangKurasakan,
LainJugaJalanku,
TakSearahDenganmu,

IHopeHeUnderstands,
AndAlsoPeopleAroundUs.

AndIMustBeTruthfulToMyself,
ICan'tFergetBoutBob,
IUsedToKeepOnLyingThatHe'sBeenForgotten,
ButNo,
He'sNot,
IStillCryForHim,
IStillMissHim,
IStillReaHisLetter,
IStillLookAtOurPictures,
IStillThinksBoutOurPromises,
AndMostOfAll,
IRegretLeavingHim!!
ThatsTheWorstThingIhadDoneInTheYear2009!!
There'sNoOtherThingIRegret,
ThenLeavingHim,
HowIWishICouldGetHimBack,
IWantToSentHimLetters,
ButIknowHeWouldn'tWantToReadIt,

2009-09-26T21:35:00.003+08:00

MyHariRayaPics

2009-09-26T12:19:00.002+08:00

ItsBeenAWhileSinceI'veUpdatedMyBlog

YeahNuttinkMuchAcually,
OuhhAniway,

SELAMAT HARI RAYA AIDIL FITRI...

IKnowIwishItLate,
Muahahaha..
LuckyImInLoveWithMyBestFriend..
DuDuDu..
OkayTheSecretWasRevealedYesterday,
muahahaha.
NuttinkMoreToWrite,
JustWaitinkForMyMacdonaldDilevery,
Urghh!!
I'mSoDarnHungry!!

2009-09-01T14:47:00.000+08:00

ImSorryThatIDunUnderstandsYou

ImSorryThatIDunUnderstandsYou,
ImSorryThatIStartedAllTheArguements,
ImSorryThatImNotResonable,
AndMostOfAll,
ImSorryThatI'mNotPerfect,
BabyAllIWantIsYouToHaveTimeForMe,
IWantToBeLikeOthers,
WhomBoifriendAreWithThemAllTheTime,
WhoSleepsByTheirSide,
WhoCalledThemEveryMInAnDSecs,
WhoSingsForThem,
WhoBuyThemGifts,
AndWhoWereThereFerThem,
ItriedToUnderstandsYouBaby,
ButDoYOuUnderstandsMe?,
ITriedToUnderstandsYouBaby,
ButDoYou?

2009-08-30T13:44:00.002+08:00

BabyIMissYou,NeedYouBadlyHere

BabyIMissYou,
YoiDidn'tCalledMeForTheLast2Days,
Don'tYouKnowThatIMissYouNow
INidEuByMySideNow,
What'sHappeningToYou,
Don'tYouKnow,I'mWorried,
EverySingleMinutesAndSeconds,
I'veBeenThinkingBoutYou,
Baby,WhereAreYou??
INidYouRight Here
IMYSM!!♥♥♥
ILYSM!!♥♥♥
IWannaKissAndCaressYouNowBaby,
NeedYouInMyBed
Muakz!!

2009-08-27T10:06:00.002+08:00

YesterdayWasHisBirthdayAndAdnanBirthday

ImHappyThatIGetToCelebrateItWithYou,BabyDearest,
ThanxForCelebratingItWithMe,
AndSpendYourTimeWithMe,
EventhoughTheCakeWasQuiteAMess,
HopeEurAppreaciateIt,
ThankGodI'veFoundYou,
ILYSM,
IMissEurSweetKisses,
IMissEurHugs,
AndMostOfAll
IMissYourTenderLovingCare...♥♥♥