I want to hold you so close, I feel your heart beat with mine.
Profile , Miimii Mia Create Your Badge Sometimes eu made me mad that easily, and sometimes eu made me feel like killing myself, yet i still love eu -___-. ♥ ii'm deeply in love Playlist Music Playlist at MixPod.com Exits Qia Eeqah Jane manis Ady Atin Style blog Kimora Lee Simmons Parez Hilton Fardiana Archives August 2009 September 2009 October 2009 November 2009 December 2009 January 2010 February 2010 March 2010 April 2010 May 2010 June 2010 July 2010 August 2010 Credits ©Glamouresque.	Friday, January 29, 2010 When you love someone, eu sacrifice fer him, especially eur feelings. :( Saturday, January 23, 2010 I just started skooling.. woohoo.. yea i do make friends.. bit by bit.. and i miss Hafiq alott!!!! Thursday, January 21, 2010 Been pumping and pumping. and ya, I need more. Fri gonna start skool, baby gonna pick me up agter skool. Can't wait lahh.. So missed my baby , been a long time never met him.. im gonna take off , fer the very ferst time, Im taking off.. yeahh, just becos i wanna spent time with baby.. Can't wait. Later at 11 i have an interview at Raffles Place, OUB Center... level 55.. hahaha.. damm high dude!!!.. :)) Saturday, January 16, 2010 I LOST MY HANDPHONE TODAYY!! THERE GOES MY 4GB.. ARGHH!! MY PICTURES, my beautiful pictures, MY SONGS, my awesomely songs!! Friday, January 15, 2010 Ouhh, im soo fresh!! so cooling and refreshing... Today was the best day ever!! spend time with my kakak Diahh!! wee.. miss her damm much lahh !!! Wednesday, January 13, 2010 i tink im falling fer someone... lols.. love isin the air again.. OH-ooHH He always making me smile even when im totally down.. and he's totally damm cute. How can i resist a cute guy like him, should i tell him?? or hmmm, i dun know What is this feeling I have? I seem to love you But other times I seem to loathe you I can't be without you Or maybe just without anyone I think about you all the time But why do I have this feeling? I long for your voice And I would die to hear your laugh But is this love Or merely lust? Baby dear, can eu ans fer me all the qsn? im confused, and im sick.. when will i ever stop to feel tis way?, feel like im losing eu.. If i were a boy, I'll be better the all of eu. You're just a boy, eu won't understand, Never!! Tuesday, January 12, 2010 bf called me, he's stuck at Yishun. how?? i dun know. i've finished my cash with stupid thing i bought. and sumone tommorrow gt karaoke. with Alep, but Acad says that Alep pay fer me.. wakakaka.. hope so, if nt im nt cumming lor. Monday, January 11, 2010 When i was about to leave the house, my phone rang.. and when i looked , to view who was calling me, i was shock, "Swithars"??!!?? OMG, so manny qsn ran through my head. haha, can buy 4D.. nahh im just joking , die bace kecik atii die nnt. aniway i picked up late, so i called back, and we talk fer a while, he was i tink having his break uhs. he ate nas lemak. i was actually going to mit Kikin. kesian die ferst day no fren. So anione frm BMC, please make friend with her. lol..!! bluek!! aniway while walking at Plaza Sing. alamak. mood tros dwn seyy, npk macCafe lakk. si dektu peyy kekasih hatii peyy keje.. frm now on, im gonna hate mcCafe. Say me Immature. yess im fucking imature, So!!? wanna lick my ass is it!!?? fucking fucked up, wanna eat mcspicy also no mood, so we went to LOng John . haha.. better !!!! now im at national library, updating blog, dun want to go home. veryy bored. so gonna play lappy till bat flat, then gonna read this malay novel which i picked just nw. but i wanna borrow it, so have to wait fer mummy to reach here. i gt fine total $19. haixx.. stuupid!! waste my fucking money onlii.. lol. so bpred alone. whish bf was here by my side. haixx.. eventhough im mad at him, i still love him!! -____- can't sleep, eventually im still can't think straight. still unsure wether he's sincere wit me or not. i dun know. fuck!! feel like leaving him, but i can't, i wanna be wit him, but im scared of getting heartbreak again. seeing that profile totally hurt me.. damm. i dunno wether to trust him or nt. i tried trusting him but i can't ... tis is nt the ferst time, its cumming to 3rd time we're argued about the same matter. im sick of excuses, and again it happens and repeat. im totally sick of it, i don't know, while wrinting this , tears just rolling dwn my face. i ain't strong enuff to pull this through. i just nid him to convince me that he truely care and love me. thats all i need. just prove to me this once that eu truely, sincerely love me. i don't know. im just too confused. i just love him too much. Tuesday, January 5, 2010 Nuttink much rite now. just reading messages in my phone. and smoke. and i left wit 1 stick. still cant sleep actually, but last nite i told him i wanna sleep, but i cant, still can't imagine if he would agree and leave me yesterday, my whole world like gonna be tumbling dwn. just like humpty dumpty. haixx. Im back on track with my dearest , thxx bby fer understanding me, that is all i nid, i dun want eu to quit eur job, or 24/7 wit me. i just nid a tiny piece of eur busy life just fer me, i've tried to understand eu, and im trying a lil harder day by day. i wish,hope and want us to last till forever and ever bby. I dun nid eur money (but eu must werk lah dear, lau tak how am i gonna recommend eu to my mum kn) i dun nid eu to be sumbody to the werld, i just nid eur love and being sumone speacial in my heART. strictly!! MINE!! i might be harsh, i might use hurtfull words towards you, but deep dwn inside, eur the one i love, and eur the one who have my whole heart. A few moment ago, i lied to everyone that i hateed you damm much, but then it came up that i can't lied no more, its like im hurting myself. and i lied to eu, i lied that i wanna end all this, but the truth is i love eu too much to end this all. and i fail of lying . I cant lie no more, cos eur the onlii one i have and will ever have. i remember or conversation that nite, when eu cried , i promised i'll never leave eu , and till now i will never ferget that promises, i dun know what really happens yesterdae, i doing thing not realising what im gonna lose and regret fer the long run. i want the whole world to know that "Siti Maisura Loves Muhammad Hafiq" bby i dun want to lose eu dear, thxx fer nt giving up on me. (im sorry fer being an egoistic and self centerd gf . im truely sorrie.) Saturday, January 2, 2010 im updating my blog. im so fucking mad with my fucking stuupid boifriend.. eventhough i've said sorrie, im nt at wrong. its twice.. whem im nt at wrong i have to said sorrie.. so fucking unfair. he can even said that im egoistic. fuck. he's the one tat is egoistic and he the one that is self centerd. always thinks bout himself but not me. never am in the fuvking picture.. its always him him AND FUCK, HIM so frm now on, im fucking gonna keep silent.. cos wat ever i say is always wrong.. and he's always rite.. rite?
Deeply, madly , crazy